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[07 Oct 2005|04:45pm] |
10 Years Ago:
1. I moved in with my grandparents
2. I started biting my nails
3. I had a guys hair cut
4. i went to Linkhorne Elementary
5. My mom worked at pizza hut
5 years ago:
1. I was starting middle school
2. I went to counseling b/c of family problems
3. I STILL had a guys hair cut
4. I took dance at seven hills
5. I thought it was cool to wear shorts down to my knees
1 Year Ago:
1. I met Spencer
2. I was in a lot of drama...with alex, frankie,cameron..
3. I became best friends with Nikki
4. I was obsessed with dying my hair
5. I spent every day after school at Will's house
Yesterday:
1. I hung out with Spencer after school
3. I got news Andy was coming into town...with a girl
4. I failed an english test. like whoaa.
5. I was wayy happpyyy.
5 Places I Would Run Away To:
1. Josh's
2. Spencer's
3. Nikki's
4. Mary Carter's
5. Ben's
Bad Habits:
1. I'm really loud
2. I get nrevous really easily
3. I'm paranoid
4. Biting my nails
5. Going to bed way to early haha
Biggest Joys:
1. Spencer
2. All my best friends
3. Josh
4. Love
5. ASHLEE SIMPSON@
Favorite Toys:
1. my cellphone
2. my guitarown phone lin
3. My computer
4. Cameras
5. My cd player
Fictional Characters I Would Date:
...yeah...i dunno?
well, lets see....update on the life of maria.
yeah..boring, nothing to say... just been hanging out with friends, being crazy, and loving life. and that's all that matters.
i think its awesome how i never get asked to a dance....even though i dont really want to go to it, it would be nice, and its also cool how i KNOW i will not get a prom date...and that im so confused about boys. But i am single...so yeahh. whatever.
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[01 Oct 2005|11:41am] |
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yeahh im pretty boredddd. i havent updated in a couple of days so im going to now. Um, not a lot has happened. Last night was super fun. and today will be too...... ;) School isnt so baddd... and guitar club starts monday. alrighty, have a party. ;) love youuuuu
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[24 Sep 2005|09:27am] |
Wow, i alway seem to neglect my livejournal cuz of my myspace.
Oh well...
Basically...everything in life is great. Me and Cameron are cool now...umm...I'm with the love of my life,Spencer. YEAH.
Well, school sucks though. I have..sooo much homework, and most of my classes BORE THE HELL OUTTA ME!
This whole week has been sooo drama-filled with this 'mary-carter-nikki' fight. It really cracks me up hearing Nikki bitch about it! <333youuu Nikki!
We went to the game last night, and it was REALLY fun. I'm still getting shit about the whole Spencer age thing though. ITS SOOO ANNOYING. I love when people put their opinion in..when they don't even know how grwat me and spencer are together. I mean, like..come on..GET OVER IT! You can't help who you like..and happen to like someone younger than me. That doesn't make me pathetic..or gross. It just means..I LIKE SOMEONE YOUNGER. Me and Spencer are sooo wonderful together, and im just tired of everyone judging us. Don't they have a life? All that matters to me is that im happy with him. I'm glad most of my friends understand. To the other people, FUCK OFF.
Well, my brother is back in town! yayy. i missed himmm!! Except he's like ....crippled now. haha he got hit in the eye with a frisbee...and he can't open it. I feel bad...but he was PROBABLY drunk. haha. anyone who knew my brother as the "shy, didn't go out much" guy...wouldn't even believe how he's changed. He goes out like everynight....he get DRUNK..hangs out with GIRLS! I mean, its crazzyy. I'm soo happy for him!
And yes...the best news ever....I"M GOING BRA SHOPPPPPING! haha i know, im cool like that. Spencer's coming with me and its gunna be fun. sike. ok, well, im bored of this.
love yall! have a great weekend!!
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[12 Sep 2005|07:31pm] |
wowwwwww. i like...dropped off the face..of livejournal. anyways.
life is great! like omg, i have sooo much to be thankful for!
i loooovee school for the most past. minus homework and being bored by Mrs. Malcom. I like all my classes they are really fun....right now, atleast. Me and Alex are friends again, which is cool cool. Lunch is fun. and yes..i could go on and on. I love school. BUT STILL..i want it to end. cuz at the SAME TIME..it sucks.
Me and Spencer go out...again...for like the 5486094856th time. I know, he treats me like shit sometimes...and yes, i know there are like SOOO many other guys that could treat me better, but right now..i wanna be with spencer. I'm willing to put up with him, cuz its worth it. I guess. Haha i dont know, oh well. It doesnt really matterrrrrrrrrr.
anyways. there's all these STUPID SLUTS that are trying to hug and touch my man. um no, ill beat the shit outta anyone who fucking touches him. Unless i like the girl..and she isnt a SLUTTY bitch. anyways........ im donnnnne.
boys are stupid.
i hate people who are obsessed with people. and like.......can't get over it. queeeers.
oh well. i love all my beautttttttiful friends, okkkkk well, homework time. wootwoot. then ima call spencer.
and JOSH. someone is WAITING for you to call them!
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[24 Aug 2005|12:30pm] |
hmmm. i havent updated in a couple of daysss. Not much has really happened. I'm single for all those who care. I'm just making my mind up on some things. Um, i havent really been doing much, just hanging out with Nikki, Spencer, Ben....sawwwww Josh yesterday. Just the usual. I misssss keith, a lot thoughhhhh. Hopefully i'll hang out with him soon. Um, yesterday i went to registration. It was gayyyyyy.
Um, everyone else is posting their schedule..so here's mine..
No first period
2..Sanders
3..Malcom
4..Gibson
5..Coles
6..Graham
7..Nye
i was way too lazy to write now the names of the classes, but oh well.
ummm, ok i guess i have nothing else to update about. Today is going to be lots of funnnn.
Did i mention i HATE liars. yeahhhhh. well, i do. I LOVE MY BESTEST FRIEND NIKKI~!~! and beeeeeeennnn and spencer.
By the way. people should never THROW THEIR LIVES AWAY over a stupid boy. It's not worth it..and in the end, you'll have no friends and look like a PATHETIC LOSER~! ok, that's my two cents.
byeeeeeeeeeee ;) see yall monday..in HeLL~
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[19 Aug 2005|02:01pm] |
Wow, just when life is getting pretty dull and suckyyyyy...........
everything changes.
and im deffinately the HaPPieSt GiRL in the wholllllllleeeeee world.
i finally have Josh back.
LiFe Is GrEAT~!~!~~!
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[04 Aug 2005|12:36pm] |
ok im bored. Beign on vacation sucks. Especially when ur sick the whole time and just want to go home. My family is soooo annoying. I'm broke. And BORED AS HELL!!!!!!!
Umm....well, atleast i got some new clothes and food out of it.
I miss my boo. And all my friends. AAnd my own bed.
Gosh, i never thought i'd say this.
But i want to go back to lynchburg!!!!
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[29 Jul 2005|11:46pm] |
yo bitches.
im leaving tomorrow for my uncles...for a week.
keep it pimpinnn down in the burgg..
wow, im way too gangster for my own good.
alrighty, well im out hoes.
;)
my lesbian lover shall be missed.
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[27 Jul 2005|11:48pm] |
whats the big deal, i like girls.
get over it.
;)
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[25 Jul 2005|11:52pm] |
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Alrighty, for those who care..im going to take the time to update this STUPID thing since i have nothing better to do. I KNOW, i havent updated in like over 3 weeks..im obsessed with my myspace..its like..addicting. Yeah..anyways. So..whats been going on in the life of Maria this summer. WOW, too much. I'm having one of the best summers everrrrrrrr. Lots of crazy times..romance;)...stupid stuff...and just having fun.
Lets see....i 'accidently' painted my backyard white...and a lot of other things white, including my pants,hands, and feet. And by the way..it WONT come out. Soo..my feet...are freaking white. Umm..also..ive hung out with Chris a lot..and his drama. haha but i love him still. And Keith and them. I love himmmmmmm. And of course my bestest friend Nikki..and Mary Carter is at camp right now..so i miss her. And i defffffffff miss my twin Kaili! But i got pictures finally, and this issss hottttttt.
Seen a lot of movies..The Perfect Man, Bad News Bears, Herbie Fully Loaded, The Longest Yard..just to mention a FEW! Gone to puttputt a lot...seen wayyyyy too many lifetime movies..and been glued to Big Brother.
Also, a lot of other stuff has happened..with friends and what not. BASICALLY to some it up...over the summer ive realized who are my REAL friends and who are just my friends to have more friends. I've also learned who i can count on when im down and who i really cant depend on at all. I mean, i havent had ANY drama for the most past with them..but it doesnt take a genious to realize who really wants to be my friend..and im completely fine with it now. B/c i have awesssssssssome friends.
oohhh and i hate guys. did i tell yall im gay? wait, did i just say that. hmmmmm, anyways...
i leave saturday for my summer vacation. And i really need to start doing my summer reading. BAD MARIA!
Life is AWESOME! And i guess i just realize all this. Maybe ima little late........but people should just have a GREAT TIME! And not think so much about things....worry about life NOW..today...!! I loveeeeee life. And everything it brings....sadness..anger...every emotion. B/c in the end...everything will work out and make sense...but whats the point of trying to figure things out now. Hm...i dont know whos still reading this...but im not going philosphoical on yall now. I'm just bored and have nothing better to do than rant on stupid things.
I just want everyone to know how much i love yall! No matter whether we talk alot..hang out alot or whatever.. I care about each and every one of yall!! And i hope yall feel the same!! Everyone have an awesome SUMMER! and live it upp. ;)
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[05 May 2005|06:08pm] |
Well, today was a pretty interesting dayyyy. Boring, but ohh well. This STUPID FAG in my chemistry class told Chris i hate him, so i had to fix things with him, cuz Chris is the shit. :) Umm Nikki came home with me after school, and Spencer came over. It wasnt really fun...cuz i think me and Spencer are in a fight...but im not sure ahha. OH WELL. TOMORROWWWWWWWWWW IS FRIDAAAAAAY!!!!! And i'll get to hang out with my booo and all my lovers. yess it shall be fun. and i might get to spend the night if my mom lets me. but i have to clean the basement first. GOSH she sucks. OH WEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLL. ummmm well im bored....heres a SURVEYYY
1. Kissed your cousin: no...?
2. Ran away: not forreal
3. Pictured your crush naked: yes
4. skipped school: yes
5. Broken someone's heart: yes
6. Been in love: yes;)
7. Cried when someone died: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes
9. Broken a bone: yup
10. Done something embarrasing: gosh...24/7
11. Done a drug: yea
12. Cried in school: yes
WHICH IS BETTER
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: guys
16. Flowers or Candy: candy
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: doesnt really matter
18. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes. fosho
19. Bitchy or Slutty: slutty
20. Tall or Short: short...but not shorter than me
21. Pants or Shorts: how about..NEITHER!
22. Night or Day: Night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
23. What do you notice first: TEETH, ears, shoes..clothes...smile
24. Last person you slow danced with: wow....LAST YEAR....tim maybe?
25. Worst Question To Ask: whats wrong?
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: this morning
27. Stepped outside: uhh..i just got back from being outside
28. Had Sex: never
29. Romantic Memory: everytime i get to spend time with my boo
30. Your Good Luck Charm: Spencer..and BEN
31. Person You Hate Most: Frankie
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Just having AWESOME friends....and an amazing boyfriend
33. On your desk: CRAP ...my phone, paper, sunglasses, i dunoo..everything
34. Picture on your desktop: pictures of ashlee simpson's new haircut
35. Color: purple and lime green
36. Movie: the notebook, a walk to remember
37. Artist: duh..ASHLEE SIMPSON!
38. Cars: VM bug..lime green
39. Ice Cream: vanilla...cookie dough..strawberry
40. Season: summer
41. Breakfast Food: Dont really eat breakfast
WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: Spencer, Ben, Nikki, David
43. Makes you smile: Spencer, Ben, Nikki, Mc
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: Nikki, Mc, Keith
45. Has a crush on you: gosh..everyone haha
46. Do you have a crush on someone: SPENCER!
47. Who has it easier? Girls or guys? guys
48. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Spencer
DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no
50. Save MSN conversations: no
51. Save E-mails: no
52. Forward secret E-mails: no
53. Wish you were someone else: sometimes
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
55. Wear perfume: yes
56. Kiss: yes
57. Cuddle: yes
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: no
HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: yes
60. Made out with JUST a friend?: yes
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: yes
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: no
63. Been rejected: yes
64. Been in love?: yes
65. Been in lust?: yes
66. Used someone?: yes
67. Been used?: yes
68. Cheated on someone?: yes *WIGGAJUICE*
69. Been cheated on?: no
70. Been kissed?: yes
71. Done something you regret?: yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: spencer
73. You talked to?: chris
74. You hugged?: spencer
75. You instant messaged?: chris
76. You kissed?: spencer
77. You yelled at?: ...no one?
78. You thought about?: spencer
79. Who text messaged you?: ben
80. Who broke your heart?: josh
81. Who told you they loved you?: spencer
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair? all the freakinn time
83. Have tattoos?: not yet
84. Have piercings?: my ears
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
86. Own a webcam?: no
87. Own a thong?: yes
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: sometimes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: nope
90. Habla espanol?: yes
91. Quack?: no
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: yes
93. Smoke?: sometimes
94. Schizophrenic?: no..
95. Obsessive?: with some things. *cough*spencer.ashleesimpson*
96. Compulsive?: yea
97. Obsessive compulsive?: sometimes
98. Panic?: no
99. Anxiety?: sometimes
100. Depressed?: NO IM FREAKINNNNNGGGGGGG HAPPY BIATCHES!
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[04 May 2005|03:47pm] |
Life is AMAZING! its soo crazyy how just...a few days...can change everything. How someone can go from..hating their life ....to wanting to live it to the fullest. I LOVE EVERYYONNEE~!~! especially spencer. and beenn:) and all my other friends. NEXT is coming on soon. dude, i love that showww.
Well, i cant wait for this week to end. Chris's parttayy Saturday..YES im pretty sure im goingg...House of Wax coming out....time with spencer...ben..nikki..mc.....maybe justin? davidd. all my loves.
by the way. i hung out with spencer yesterday. i missed that kid. it was kinda weird since we just got back together, but things will get better. i just KNOW they will. i just fixed my xanga. its HOTTTTTTTTTTT. so mucchhh cooler than this thing. ohh WELL.
fate only takes you to
a certain point after
that it's up to *y o u *
to make it -h a p p e n-
loooveee youu ben:):):):):)
BY THE WAYY!! ASHLEE SIMPSON GOT HER HAIR CUT AND DYED!! Its blondish brown..and shoulder length. its hott..
go here http://www.ashleemedia.net/displayimage.php?album=567&pos=0
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[03 May 2005|07:13am] |
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Well, i had really good sleep last night. FINALLY. I think its because im with my lovvee again. :) Yayyy. Yesterday me and Mary Carter went over to justin's. It was...very interesting. I dont EVER want to go there again. He called me last night, but i didn't answer. The only guy i need in my life is Spencer~! and of course all my guy friends..but yeahh. Today HOPEFULLY i'll get to hang out with Spencer. HOPEFULLY. :) Well...i'm in a REALLY good mood and cant wait to go to school!!~!~! YAYY. wow im pyscho. lovvee yallll
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[02 May 2005|06:53pm] |
alrightyy. well im the happiest person alive right now!! me and spencer are back together, fast, i know. I couldn't help it. I'm madly in love with him and just the thought of being without him kills me. He's the only person who has ever made me feel..complete, truely loved, and happy. Hes my boyfriend...but hes my best friend too. I don't really care if he's 12...or if my friends dont want me dating him...personally, he's the only person i know that has been true to me without it all. My theory...if you can't get someone out of your mind then maybe they're supossed to be there. Why through away me and spencer's relationship over a little of confusion? or for what other people think. I have a amazing life...and he helped me realize that. I love him..and if people have a problem with that...well, then they just sit there and waste their time worrying about it....cuz most people would die to have what me and spencer have. :)
I love how people thinking that its STALKING if you drive in lynchburg...like.....the world revolves around you. Well, for your information, i'd rather kill myself than see you're fucking face. So...don't flatter yourself. NO ONE was stalking you...you're not that cool. :)
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[02 May 2005|06:55am] |
Uhhhhh. Its Monday... meaning i have to go to school. WHICH REALLY SUCKS. but oh well. Today me and mary carter are going to hang with justin (both justins). It should be fun. And HOPEFULLY Tuesday ill get to see spencer, but who knows. Last night when i talked to him it was soo hard..he was really upset. But, i guess its good he's upset, i mean..it lets me know he really cares. I just don't won't to hurt him, and apparently i already have. I really want to go back out with him, i don't what's going to happen though. He called me again around 12 something last night, i could'nt answer tho..i heard his ringer..and started crying and figured there would be point of trying to talking to him since i was crying so hard. I don't think i got an hour of sleep last night....i never thought i'd feel this bad. Why does love have to hurt so much?
Well, i guess i better get ready for school. blahh. byeeeeee
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[01 May 2005|06:23pm] |
ok...so i was fine earlier...but im not anymore. maybes its cuz i just heard his voice. i love him so much, but i just CANT be with him. This is the hardest thing ive ever done. Hes the only guy who ive ever been sooo comfortable with...the only one who understood and never gave up me. He loved me for me....but why can't i be with him? This is so hard, but i just can't right now. I'm tired of fighting and crying myself to sleep..and im tired of dealing with this whole age gap...and im tired of always being upset....it breaks my heart though. because i love him soooooo much. I know this doesnt make since, and i don't really care if yall read this, i just need to let this out. I loved him too much, but i can't do it. Not now. Breaking up is hardest thing..and i wish i could spend forever with him. I need time though. right now all i want to do is cry..and cry..and realize i might have just made the biggest mistake of my whole life.
uhhhhhhhhh. well, today started out good. hung out with ben..got chinese with him and brother martin...then went to nikki's......then to justin's.
i think its weird. Frankie said that i had no friends and that i only became friends with nikki and mary carter because i lost my two best friends. First off, i met nikki at the beginning of the year..and mary carter during the summer. I also CHOSE to stop being friends with cameron and alex. Its not like...i got thrown away. Plus, i have friends. Great ones. Maybe not like 50...but i have a really good group of friends. Spencer..Ben..Shelbi..Mary cArter..Nikki...Justin..David..Keith. All whom i love with all my heart. I also think its stupid how if someone doesn't like you...they should just forget about you..right? Well, i think its hilarious how hes all like "I hate Maria..." blahh blahh. yet, i seem to be the only thing he can really talk about. And then he's all like..."maria's nexxtt.." like hes gunna hurt me or something. WHATEVER. Highschool is soo dumb sometimes. OH WELL. im just glad that i dont see/talk to people like that. People that have nothing better to do then try and fuck with someone. It's people like that that end up with no friends, no money, no job, NO LIFE. So..i'll live my life..and have fun with MY friends...and people that dont like me..well, they can just spend all their time talking shit about me and whatever. i guess im so great that they cant help but mention my name every five seconds. God...im so glad im not like that.
anyways....i hope spencer calls me soon. i miss him. god i think i made a mistake.
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[30 Apr 2005|10:30pm] |
Ever felt like giving up on someone? Just wanting to push everything aside because it doesn't seem like its ever going to work? Well, that's how i feel right now. I'm tired...annoyed..and pissed off. Communication is very important in any relationship....and trust is important too. What is a relationship without either of those? Nothing? or..is it something still? I'm so confused about everything. But its ok...cuz i still had the BEST day everrrrr today. Nikki and David came over..and Mc..and Spencer and Ben. And it was funstuff. Today me and Spencer didnt get in ANY fights...and we hung out from like 2 until 10..so im very proud haha. I had the best time with him evvverr.
mwhaha fucked with nikki a lot today. her and mc were..very interesting. haha. i loveeee them. they left awhile ago to go to nikki's but i didnt go..i have homework for mrs. malcom. BLAHH. oh well, ill see them tomorrow i guess. I think im going to go to bed now..im super freakinggggggg tired. laterrrrrr
dude...and this quiz thing..is sooo RIGHT. crazzy ah?
Your Birthdate: December 25 |
Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects.
You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details.
Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible.
Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show.
This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible.
In friendships you are very cautious and reserved.
You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions. |
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[29 Apr 2005|11:13pm] |
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Well, its FRIDAY finally. THANK GOD! i need this weekend sooooooo bad. Today was a very confusing day...i had fun for the most part though. Spencer came over after school, and it was nice to see him...and we just hung out...then ben and nikki came...got dinner...and mc came over. we just kinda hung out. Not everyone was in the best of moods, but i had fun just cuz i got to see my loovvee and had the besttttt time with him..minus a few fights...but hey..WHATS NEW? OHH WELL. he's soo cute haha. mary carter is spending the night...and i dunno what we are going to do tonight...but im freakkkkkking tired. haha. uhhhhhhh. im soooo bored. livejournal is BORING! my xanga is soo much hotter. blah oh well. i guess i have nothing of really any importance to say. so im outttttttt. hollarrr.
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[29 Apr 2005|02:35pm] |
YAY is FRIDAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY :) par-taayy
LOVE is like a rumor everyone talks about it
-- but only a few really know the truth --
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[28 Apr 2005|02:42pm] |
today was yet another HORRIBLE day. i swear, i just want to get away from every stupid fucker at glass. im tired of people trying to make decisions for me...like they ACTUALLY KNOW ME..and know what's best for me. im tired of everyone bugging me every five seconds. I'm fully aware im in a sucky relationship, but im willing to deal with it. I'm NOT dumping spencer no matter what anyone else says. And i KNOW i get in a lot of fights with him, but everyone is just rubbing it in my face. I'm NEVER going to be happy if you stupid assholes don't just shut the fuck up and leave me alone. I dont need advice...i dont need sympathy...i dont really need anything...just for yall to leave me the hell alone. GUYS SUCK. i swear. UHHHHHHHHHHh. ok, now that i've got that out i feel better.
thank god tomorrow is friday. i want a break from school. uhhhhhhhhhhhh. well, i guess i have nothing else to say. lattttter.
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[28 Apr 2005|06:26am] |
Uhh. yesterday was a really hard day..i think for everyone. Me and spencer were fighting...and fighting....UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. This is never ending. Um, i guess things will be ok once we see eachother. Who knows.
Tuesday I had a dentist appointment and i was told i dont need braces anymore. THANK GOD. and then ben picked me up..and we got nikki and mc and went to get some CHINESE! which i loooooooveeeeeee now. :) and then we went to the mall. ummmmmmmm......yeah...it was fun for the most part.
uhh. yesterday mc and nikki came over. me and nikki had dinner..and talked to justin. ummmm then mc came over again and nikki left...and ben came later. we and mc did our hairrrrrr. and its beautiful. foshfosho. I LOVE YOU BEEEEEENNNNNNN! feel bettttttterrrrrr~!
i'm really tireeeeeeeeeddddddddd. cuz i didnt get to bed until around 12...cuz i talked to justin for like...ever...and then i got to talk to spencer, and i think we probably had a fight. *cant remember* but i didnt talk long, b/c i'm tired of all these fights...especially at night, cuz then i cant get any sleep. Today im supossed to hang out with keith, so that should be fun. anddd tomorrow..spencer..hopefully. who knows with him though. Alrighty, this is getting to be too long. and i have school. HAVE A GREAT DAY~!~!!
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[25 Apr 2005|09:28pm] |
well, well, well. i had a GREAT weekend at the beach with mary carter~ i don't really feel like going into a lot of details, but it was a good break from it all. i really missed spencer though, it was hard not seeing him, but i got to see him today for like 2 hours, so that was good. i also got to see nikki for her birthdaY!! yayyyy. and ben stopped byyyy.
well, not much to say. thanks mary carter for the GREAT weekend!!!!!!!
hope everyone had a good weekend too,
happy be-lated birthday esther! and happy birthday nikki...
byee!
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well...im bout to leave to goooo. im really excited for the most part. I'm leaving on a bad note with spencer, but what else is new. fight fight fight fight. that's ALL we freakin do. But heyyyyyyy. WHO CARES. yeah..not me. boys suck anyways. :) well, i'll miss yall~!~!~~! call my cell if u wanna talkkkkk!!!!! love yaaa~!
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[21 Apr 2005|08:10pm] |
uhh. i just finished packing. gees took me long enough. i think im bringing too much, OH WELL. uhh. im really excited about going to the beach with mary carter, but im also sad i have to leave my otherfriends behind. especially spencer. it was hard hanging out with him today since i know i wont be seeing him for a whole week. which to some might sound dumb, but i don't think people realize how much i LOVE him. :)
umm. school was ok today. this week has been going by pretty fast. my grades are coming up, so thats good~! im not FAILING. oh yesssss........... umm.... nikki, mc, and david came over after school. and then my loverrrrrrrr. it was funnn. then everyone left and i hung out with ben..it was only for like an hour but it was nice, since i never see or talk to him anymore. i guess im not really MAD at him anymore, i just wish things were the way they were. But people have to grow up sometime i suppose.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh well, i guess im done updating. everyone should go check out my hott xanga. its ashlees_love. its sexxyyyy yo. ok, not really, but yeahhh. ok im done updating probably til i get back from the beachhhhh!! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY NIKKI!!! hope ur birthday rocks even though i know it won't be the same without mee~! ill make up for it when i get back *wink*wink* hahaha. love yaaa. call my cell while im gone~~~ uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh love yall~!~!~!~!~!~!~~~!
by the WAY
i think it's sooo sad when someone has to comment in someone else's livejournal talking shit. for one thing, no one can judge whether someone loves someone or not. And love isnt about marrying someone necessarily or even "dying for someone" Love is defined differently to a lot of people. so people need to stay out of other people's business. plus, it wasn't even her REAL livejournal, she made it up to read gentry's livejournal. how pathetic is that? First, she doesnt have a life by bitching in someone she doesn't knows livejournal, and secondly...this person has to do it from a fake livejournal. She is sooo cool. like yeahh. not. this is retarded. uhh oh well, im not getting involved. its just really SAD, LOW, and PATHETIC. and calling someone FAT is sooo old. i mean, come on, grow up, and atleast use a real insult, people need to stop worrying about what someone else's body looks like and worry about their own.
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[20 Apr 2005|09:07pm] |
gossssssssh. today was interestingggg. didn't really do much though. OH WELL. tomorrow i get to see spencer~!~!~!~!~!myyyyyyyyyyyy lovvvvvve. uhh i redid my LJ sorta..just changed the colors...........
ummmmmmmmmm. i don't really have anything to say. i need some SLEEP though so i can stay up and talk to spencer. ~!~!~!~!~!~! like 2 days til i leave. par-tttttttayyyyyyyyy. peaceeeeee hoes
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[20 Apr 2005|07:19am] |
hmmmmm. yesterday was pretty good. school was boring...after school nikki came over..and then mc and spencer.......uhh i never really studied for my history testtttttt. oh well another bad gradddeee. ummmmmmmm today is 420...so it should be very interesting at school. haha.
i watched the best lifetime movie last night. caught in the act..or something like that. it was hott. umm and i got to see/talk to spencer a lot yesterday so that made my day~!~~! :)
have a wonderful DAY!!! BE GOOOOOOOOD.;)
oh yeahh..by the way...last night i had a dream i was cheerleader. isn't that strange. i hate cheerleaders. and i would NEVER be one. ok just thought id share. peace yo
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[19 Apr 2005|06:51am] |
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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
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[18 Apr 2005|06:54pm] |
uhhh. so, i'm going to the beach this weekend. and i guess, it seems to be a big deal..whether or not im going to cheat on my boyfriend. Well, i was thinking about it, and i have been for awhile now...WHY do people cheat in the first place? I know maybe i'm a flirty girl and i tend to get a little too crazy sometimes, but i love spencer, with all my heart...and a stupid beach fling isn't worth it. I don't care if he's super hott...cuz first off, no one is hotter to me then spencer, secondly...he could end up being the biggest jerk since i wouldnt know anything about him..and thirdly....i could risk losing the best relationship of my life. I know me and spencer fight a lot, and don't get to see eachother as much as i want....but there's something about him..like no matter what he says or does...i don't ever want to lose him. girls wait their whole life to find someone like spencer. I love him so much, and i know for a fact i'm not going to put myself in any position where i could possibly do anything i would regret. I wanna go to the beach..to swim, shop, hang out with mary carter...but im going to miss him soo much. This has been bothering me like for a week now so i thought i'd write about. Cheating is never worth it..and altough i've done it before..its dumb. Except..the only time i've really cheated on a guy was when i cheated on Frankie, and it was ok...b/c we didnt even have a real relationship..but it still doesn't matter. cheating is dumb. dumb. dumb. dumb. Uhh...ok im done ranting.
this monday wasn't too bad. school was same ol same ol. EVERYONE WATCH LIFETIME TONIGHT!!! I married a princess premieres. and then an awesome movie comes on at 9..... i KNOW everyone was i sgoing to be glued to the the tv tonight...on channel 34~!
uhhhh. i miss ben. a lot. i miss our phone conversations...and hanging out..everything. it's not the same anymore. atleast i have other awesome friends. ahhhhhhhhh. well, im going to go think about stuff, write in my journal...and watch LIFETIME!!! well, peace. love yaalll
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[17 Apr 2005|08:48pm] |
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wow..uh..today was really sucky basically. BUT I GOT TO SEEEEEEE ROOOOOOOOOBBBBERRRRRRTTTT!!!!!! par-tay. other than that today sucked. went shopping though....saw julie.....saw spencer....uhh. yeah. bad dayyyyyyyyy. me and spencer have been together for 10 weeeeeeeeeks. go us. ~~~~~!~!~! anyways....i have nothing really to say right noww. im borrreeddd. byeeeeeeeee
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[17 Apr 2005|01:41pm] |
duddee. this is so true.
Your dating personality profile:
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. | Your date match profile:
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Liberal
2. Big-Hearted
3. Sensual
4. Funny
5. Practical
6. Adventurous
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Outgoing
9. Romantic
10. Traditional
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Practical
2. Outgoing
3. Funny
4. Big-Hearted
5. Adventurous
6. Intellectual
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Conservative
9. Traditional
10. Romantic
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[17 Apr 2005|01:27pm] |
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Ok..i havent updated in like FOREVER~! ohhhh well. this past week and weekend has been pretty good. My grades are getting sooo much better so thats good. I'm not failing anyymore~! yayyy. There has been lots of drama, but it's been funny drama, so its made my week pretty goood. This is weekend has kinda sucked though. Friday..i hung out with nikki, mc, spencer, and ben. I saw Ben's new car..and its uhhh...interesting. haha. nikki spent the night..then i went to my g-ma's in the morn..then hung out with ben...then hung out with ben and nikki. I missed spencer cuz he was gone camping so i didnt get to talk to him. wa.wa. uhh..............today i get to hang out with him though hopefully. I'm going shopping with ben and nikki..and meeting my lover julie at the mall. Her boyfriend is gunna be there...so maybe i won't get raped. haha. I miss mary carterrrrrrrr. Me and her are leaving on FRIDAY for the beach!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. well, i guess that's really all. I know everyone lovvess my icon. and background. surprising isnt..yes...maria is a virgin. in ur face. althought no one believes me, i guess they have reason to. oh well. i gotta go talk to my mommmmyyy~ love yall! hope everyone had a GREAAATT weekend!
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13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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dude, im so 16 now. mwhaha.
anyways.........today was awesome. uhh. school wasnt boring..for the first time ever. i didnt fail my history test. woohoo. after school i came home ..... got in a fight with spencer..again......and went to nikki's with mc. we made some hott bracelets. and watched a movie..and ate. it was funstuff. now i'm home...bored again....but i lifetime movie comes on soon!! yayaya. everyone should watch it. cuz lifetime is the SHITTTTTTTTT. i got a new icon by the way, its pimmp. uhhhhhhhhh. ok im really borrrrrrred. hopefully ill get to see my love spencer tomorrow. but most likely something bad will come up...or we'll get in a fightt. blahhh, but thats life. WELLLLL, im outt. peacee
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[10 Apr 2005|08:32pm] |
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uggg. the weekend is over. blahhh. and i still havent written my paper for mrs. malcom. OHHHH WELL. i dont plan on writing it tonight either. gosh im a rebel. not. uhh my weekend was really good for the most part. Friday...hung out with ben and spencer. Saturday...History Day, which actually turned out to be fun, since other cooooooool people were there. Everyone was talking about my shirt it was crazzy. uhh, then me and nikki sorta cleaned Mc's room. not really, but oh well. ummmmmmm...then hung out with julie, spencer, and bennnnnnnn. Today kinda sucked at firsttt....till ben and shelbi and mary carter came..and keith. went SWIIIIIMIIIIIINGGGGGGGG. sorta. not really. oh well. and yeahhhhhhhhhh. Having some boyfriend problems right now, but they'll get better i hope. sometimes i wish having a boyfriend was easier, but i suppose it's worth it in the end. Well, im gunna go to bed now, and then talk to spencer someee tonight. I REALLLLLYYYYYYYY dont want to go to school tomorrow. oohhhhhhh well. two weeks til the BEACH!! hellz yeah. alrighty, peaceeeeee.
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[08 Apr 2005|10:08pm] |
wow. im so freakin tired right now for some reason. spencer just left. and uhhh yeah..i just woke up cuz ben called me house. i was suppossed to hang out with him again..but im too tired. SORRRY BEN!!! yeah...today was a very BORING day like usual. but i got to see spencer, so that made everything good. since i hadnt seen him in like a week. and i got to hang out with beeeeen. my hoe. ya know. wow i rhymed. ok im sooo sleepy. so i should sleep. since i have gayy history day tomorrow and i have to wake up at 6. blahhhhhhhhhhhh. i love spencer. he's the bestest boyfriend ever. okkkkkkkk. im outttttt.
yay nikki isnt grounded. life is great. mwhahhaha. except my gradesssss. cuz they suck. but i have all my lovers.
alrightyyyyyyyyyyy. PEAAAAAAACEEEEEEE
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[07 Apr 2005|03:04pm] |
god. im so freakin bored. omgomgomgomgomg. ahhhhhhhhhhh.
i stole this from nikki g.
Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls) | Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 29693 times on bzoink! | | --Your Favorite-- | | Hair Color: | uh, i like dark brown...well, any brown. or black | | Eye Color: | blues..greens..doesnt really matter | | (Their)Music Genre Preference: | uhh..they have to LOOOVE ashlee...or alteasdt lie and say they do. | | Height(estimate): | uh..taller than me..but not too tall | | Age: | it doesnt really matter, as long as it works | | Personality Type: | he has to be funny, and trustworthy, and understanding..and able to deal with my shit. mwhaha | | --This or That-- | | Older or Younger: | younger. | | Romantic or Horndog: | a little of both haha | | Smart or Stupid: | um...smart...but not too smart. | | Fat or Skinny: | skinny | | Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular: | skinny but muscular | | Punk or Preppy: | in the middle. i hate guys that try to be PUNK. but i hate preps | | The Big Picture or the Little Things: | the little things | | Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present: | i hate flowers..but candy is good. no chocolate tho | | Mixtape or Burned CD: | burned cd | | Love or Lust: | love | | Emotional or Just Not: | emotional | | Sincere or Jokester: | a little of both | | Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet: | how about HOTT and SWEETT | | Sexy or Just Cute: | seeeeeexy. and cute. oh yeahh | | Arse or Abs: | uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh | | Hair or Hands: | hands. | | Dimples or Eyes: | eyes | | Biceps or Calves/Thighs: | thighs sexxxxy. | | Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) : | teeth | | Clean Shaven or Scruffy: | scruffy | | Rugged or Prim and Proper: | rugggggggggggggged | | Countryboy or Cityboy | countryboy | | Date alone or With Friends | with friends. and alone sometimes | | Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: | rebel without a cause. oh yeahh | | --Have You Ever-- | | Dumped a guy because he liked you too much: | yeah | | Loved a guy because he stalked you: | uhh i hate stalkers | | Loved a guy because he hated you: | no | | Asked your friend's crush out: | no im not THATT mean | | Lead a guy on for kicks: | yeah | | Asked a guy out purely because he was hott: | oh yes | | Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend: | oh yeah..but not anymorrrrrrrre. i gotta man | | Lied about not having a boyfriend: | yes | | Lied about having one: | yes | | Cheated: | yes | | Been Cheated on: | no....? | | Had a crush on a gay guy: | no..i hope not | | --Their Clothing(yes/no)-- | | Boxers?: | yea | | Briefs?: | boxer briefs. hottness | | Hat?: | yeah | | Skater Shoes?: | yeah | | Pimp Shoes?: | no | | Band Shirts?: | yeah | | Vintage shirts?: | yeah | | Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?: | NOOOOOOOO | | Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?: | what??? | | Independent/DC?: | either | | S&M/Little Devil?: | uhhhhh? | | Fox/Thor?: | i dont know? | | Jeans or Shorts?: | jeans | | --Be Honest-- | | Would you ever date a guy for his money?: | i suppose | | Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: | no | | Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: | yea | | Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better? | yeah | | Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?: | i dont screw guys..but i have called a girl a whore. | | Do looks matter?: | to some extent. | | Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: | yeahh | | Does size matter?: | no | | Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: | not really | | Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: | i dont have ugly friend | | Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): | what | | Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: | sometimes | | Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?: | no | | Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?: | not really. i have no butt anyways | | Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?: | yes | | Wanna be a virgin till marriage? | not really. but who knows | | Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it? | yes. well.......i do know. | | Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?: | yup. all the time | | Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?: | i dont know. | | Does this survey suck nuts? | not really... | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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[06 Apr 2005|07:44pm] |
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Uhhhhhh. so i havent updated in a few days. this week has been sooooooooo boring. but yeah. im watching a lifetime movie right now. im like addicted to them. and im watching one at 9 too...if i stay up. i want to, so i can talk to spencer. today is or 2 month~! yay for us. but yeahhhhhhhh. uhhhhhhhhhhhh. i havent done anything really this week. just hung out with nikki lots...and ben...and yesterday i hung out with tom for a little bit. uuuuuuuhh.......... ok well i really dont anything to say. i apologized to larry, so i can have people over again starting saturday. yes par-tay. and for those who missed odd girl out (THE BEST LIFETIME MOVIIIIIIIIIIE!!!) it comes on again on Saturday..at 9 i think. but yeah, just telling yaaaaaaaallllllllllll. Alrighty, well im outtttttt. laterr
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[04 Apr 2005|06:55am] |
AHHHHHHHHHHh. SCHOOOOOOOOLL TODAYY!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH.
dude, but tonight everyone should watch the lifetime movie..odd girl out..at 9:00. yeahh. its gunna be hott. peaceeeeeee
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[03 Apr 2005|10:25pm] |
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Uhhh. Spring Break is over. This sucks........i have so much work to make up, since i didnt go to school the thursday or friday before break. OHHH WELLLLLLLL. i really HATE HATE school, and i'm still not allowed to have people over. not until i apologize to Larry, which will NEEEEEVVVVVVVEEEEEEERRRRRR happen, but yeahhhhhhhh. today me and spencer have been going out for 8 weeks. woot woot par-tayyyy. uhhhhhh. i really dont feel like going into my whole break......cuz yeah. but i've gotten to hang out with my lesbian love julieeee for the past two days..that was hott. and i got to see spencer every day..........but ummmmmmmm. yeah, im going to do some survey i think..cuz im BORRREDDD.
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ok, wow, i havent updated in a few days. uhhhhh. well, i cant have friends anymore b/c my FAMILY is GAAYYY. but thats ok, atleast im not grounded. uhhh. yesterday i got in this HUGGEE fight with larry, actually, it was pretty funny. but yeah. umm, spring break ha sbeen pretty fun so far. got to see david FINALLY!...and i've just been hanging out with nikki, mc, ben..chris..spencer..i dunno. ummm i waiting for ben to get here so we can hannnnnngggggggg out. i miss spenccerr. but i think i get to see him tonight, so thats hottttttt. uhhhhhhhh. well i have nothing really to say anymore. this update was pointless. soooooooo peaceeeeeeeee yo.
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[29 Mar 2005|11:13am] |
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GOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNINGG!!!!!!!!!! ahh being ungrounded is the BESTTTT. i get to see everyone i lovvve. especially spencer~! i was soo soooooo glad to see him finally. i lllllooooooovvvveeeeeee him. and sayward came over..and nikki, mc, ben, and andy was herrrrrre. it was interesting. then i went to the bistro. blake came. hes re-tar-deddd. ummmmm im going to FUNQQQQQQQUESSSSTTTTTT today. woopee. yupyupyupyupyupyupyupyup ok well im super hyper and bored. me and nikki made a cakkkkke. and my boo is bout to come over. yayaya. and yeahh..peace hoes.
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[27 Mar 2005|09:58pm] |
god im so freaking bored.
All About You (over 100 questions) | Created by cheesegirl and taken 68 times on bzoink! | | You | | age | 16 | | gender | female | | sign | capricorn | | eye color | brown | | hair color | reddish brown | | location | lynchburg | | Your favorite... | | food | hot dogs, bananas, chicken nuggets | | color | lime green and purple | | drink | grape juice | | place to hang | wherever my lovers are | | actor/actress | ashlee simpson, mandy moore | | tv show | the ashlee simpson show | | movie | the notebook, a walk to remember | | song | undiscovered | | Band | korn | | candy | skittles, hummy worms | | game | monopoly | | School | | what grade are you in | 10th | | favorite class | chemistry i guess. | | least favorite class | english | | most boring class | english | | best teacher | i dont like any of mine this year | | worst teacher | malcom | | cutest teacher | mr ferguson haah | | place you eat lunch | outside usually | | best grade | 9th | | worst grade | 7th | | Friends | | funniest | ben, nikki | | wierdest | ben..me | | druggie | all of them..minus ben. | | drama queen | ME mwhaha | | stupidest | frankie haha | | meaniest | nikki. haha love ya | | preppiest | mc | | punk | david.. | | most confusing | spencer | | most predictable | ben | | craziest | all of them | | loudest | nikki | | quietest | frankie, ben | | most likely to become president | NONE! | | most likely to go to jail | nikki haha | | most likely to star in a movie | meeeeeeeee | | biggest gamer | i dunno. | | most immature | uhh. we all have our moments | | one you want to strangle | spencer | | The last person who... | | made you cry | spencer | | made you laugh | frankie | | hurt you physically | no one | | hurt you mentally | my mom, spencer | | asked you a question that made you very confused | i dunno | | im'd you | mc | | talked with you on the phone | frankie | | gave you a ride (in a car) | my brother | | you wanted to kick really hard where the sun don't shine | spencer | | you danced with | uhhhhhhhhhhh. last year. tim nauss i think | | you kissed | spencer | | you hugged | my g-ma | | told you something you'll never forget | no one | | gave you invaluable advice | i dunno | | broke you're heart | josh | | made you truely afraid | omg..this is dumb, but the ring 2 scared the shit out of me | | asked you out | spencer | | you had sex with | no one | | made you dinner | my g-ma | | you saw a movie with | my brother | | comforted you | nikki | | you wished you could spend one more day with | spencer | | died | i dunno | | was born | no one? | | this or that | | Pepsi or coke | pepsi | | Britney or Christia | christina | | Reality show or sit com | reality show | | cheating on someone or having someone cheat on you | cheating on someone | | television or movies | movies on TV! lifetime babyyy! | | boys or girls | boys | | online games or chat rooms | games | | Jhonny Depp or Orlando Bloom | johnny depp | | rap or rock | rock | | prep or punk | neither | | chocolate or vanilla | vanilla | | follower or leader | leader | | dogs or cats | cats | | apples or bannanas | BANANAS!! | | 69 or 88 | doesnt matter. | | big or small | small | | on phone or in person | in person | | car or bike | BIKEEEEEE! | | having fun or following the law | having fun | | fuzzy or cute | cute. | | Random | | how many jawbreakers you've actually finished | maybe 1..im not ure | | how much of a large pizza can you eat by yourself | i dunno | | how long you've gone without sleeping | like 2 days | | longest word you know | i dont really know | | shortest word you know | a | | stupidest thing you've done | cheating on someone, lying to a boyfriend | | longest time you've spent on homework | like 2 hours | | longest time you've gone without having a bg/gf | a few months. not very long haha | | what comes to mind when you see Pen 15 | i wonder.... | | any instruments you play | none. | | closest holiday | its EASTER~ | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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[27 Mar 2005|05:11pm] |
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Well, Easter wasnt so bad. I went to my G-ma's...ate with her and brother...and just sat around talking on the phone...... ummmmm......then i went and met nikki and frankie at burger king. who cares if im grounded. haha. but today is my last day. so par-tay. It kinda sucked not being with my mom, even though i dont really like her. but every year we'd always go to my g-ma's and have easter dinner...and she'd be there...but now this year, she's with Larry. and doesnt even try to talk/see me today. she doesnt care that im having a problem with my boyfriend and i need to see him. she doesnt care that i dont even have a real family. it really sucks. but i know that i have it much better than a lot of people. plus i have awesome friends. even if i cant see them cuz im grounded. the one person i want to talk on the phone doesnt EVER call me. sooo......i just sit around waiting..and waiting...until eventually i realize my relationship with him is never going to seem ok. He's always like..."i'll call you later" or "i guess im going to go" stuff like that really pisses me off. i just want for once to have a stable relationship with a guy. and i thought i found someone who i really liked...and i do like him...but i just wish things were perfect. and i know theres no such thing as that. but i just look at my friends and people who have boyfriends and girlfriends...and they are happy with it. im not. and thats all i want really. is to be happy. goshhhhhhh. well, im tired of complaining. i guess ill go watch tv. be bored. whatever. byee. love yall. hope everyone had a great easter.
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[27 Mar 2005|10:13am] |
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goooooood morning. and HAPPPPPPPY EASSSSTERRR!! i dont know what's worse..being grounded and sitting at home all day staring at the walls, or being grounded and having to spend the whole day with your grandma grocery shopping and knitting. haha yeahh. im so boreeeeed. but i have to go back to my g-ma's again today. thank god my mom wont be there tho. i kinda just want to spend easter at home..by myself..i dont need food or anything like that. OH WELL. this past week has sucked so bad, for many reasons. i keep getting pissed off at everyone for like reason, and im sorry i guess. last night i went and saw the ring 2 with my brother. it scared the shit out of me. ahha. my brother didnt think it was scary, oh well. tomorrow im ungrounded THANK GOD. and i get to see spencer and all my other lovers i hope. uhh. i dont know if i can make it one more day..........im tired of fighting. i just want a break.
uhhhhhhhh and my hair cut is GAYYYYYYYYYYyy. and i new hair color is GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYer. haha oh welllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. peaceeeeee
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[25 Mar 2005|02:17pm] |
stolen from my girlfriend nikkig.
!!??rEaLLy BoReD??!! | Created by xoblondiexo and taken 784 times on bzoink! | | *YoO* | | ::Wuts ur name:: | Maria | | ::Age:: | 16 | | ::Height:: | 5"2 | | ::Weight:: | 105ishh | | ::Birthday:: | 12/25/88 | | ::Straight/gay/bi:: | straight. i promise ahha | | ::Single:: | nope | | ::If yes do you wana b/f or g/f?:: | ~!~! | | ::Eye color:: | brown | | ::Like it?:: | i guess so | | ::Hair color:: | reddish brown | | ::is that ur natural hair color?:: | hell no | | ::Piercings:: | my ears | | ::Tattoos:: | none yet | | ::Do you smoke?:: | not anymore | | ::If yes, for how long?:: | i did, for a few months i guess | | ::How about drink?:: | ever once in awhile | | ::If yes wuts ur favorite drink?:: | dont really have one | | *Favorites* | | ::Color:: | lime green/ purple | | ::Car:: | lime green VW bug | | ::Food:: | hotdogs, bananas | | ::Drink:: | grape juice | | ::Place to go:: | the mall...or jsut wherever my friends are | | ::Store in the mall:: | pacsun, gadzooks | | ::Song:: | undiscovered by ashlee | | ::Movie:: | the notebook, a walk to remember | | ::Tv show:: | the ashlee simpson show | | ::Sport:: | i dont have one | | ::Chips:: | uhh? i dunno. | | ::Fast food restaurant:: | mcdonalds | | ::Singer:: | ashlee simpson | | ::Band/Group:: | korn | | ::Shampoo:: | suave | | ::Conditioner:: | suave | | ::Clothes brand:: | aerpostale | | ::Subject in school:: | english | | ::Dessert:: | banana split | | ::Season:: | spring | | ::Video Game:: | mario cart | | ::Holiday:: | christmas | | ::Comedian:: | i dunno. | | ::Animal:: | kitten | | ::Peice of clothing:: | uhhhhhh. my clothes rock. | | ::Radio station:: | 96.3 | | ::City/state/country:: | here? | | ::Thing to do after school:: | hang out with my lover | | ::On the weekends:: | hang out with my friends. | | *Friends* | | ::Best:: | mc, spencer, nikki, benn | | ::biggest flirt:: | mc | | ::Funniest:: | ben | | ::Craziest:: | nikki | | ::Weirdest:: | all of them | | ::Annoying:: | FRANKIE! but i love him anyways | | ::Smartest:: | ben | | ::Dumbest:: | me probably | | ::Most hyper:: | spencer, nikki | | ::Shyest:: | frankie | | ::Loudest:: | nikki. by far. haha | | ::Sexiest:: | spencer | | ::Most outgoing:: | nikki | | ::Dependable:: | all of them | | ::Trustworthy:: | ben | | ::Druggie:: | all of them. minus ben. haha | | ::Jus wana strangle sometimes:: | frankie | | ::Best secret keeper:: | mc, ben | | ::Best personality:: | mc, nikki, ben, spencer | | *About the opposite sexx* | | ::Boy friend or girl friend?:: | yeahh | | ::If yes who?:: | spencer<333333 | | ::R they older than you?:: | no | | ::Taller than you?:: | yeah | | ::How long have you been going out?:: | 7 weeks sunday. | | ::If u dont have a b/f or g/f do you want one?:: | ~~! | | ::Who was your first kiss?:: | sam shutt | | ::How old were you?:: | 14 | | ::Did u like it?:: | yeah | | ::Do you have a crush/someone in mind *besides b/f or g/f:: | SPENCER. | | ::Do they kno?:: | yeah | | ::Ever been in love?:: | yes | | ::Ever been so heartbroken that u cried all the time?:: | yeahh | | ::Who was ur first date?:: | uhhhhhhhhh. i dont remember | | ::Where did u go?:: | ~!~!~! | | ::Was it fun or boring?:: | im assuming fun | | ::Am i boring u with all my questions?:: | not really. im boredd. | | *Random* | | ::Soo where were u born?:: | manassas | | ::Do u talk online alot?:: | yeahh | | ::Wuts in your room?:: | ashlee simpson pictures everywhere | | ::Do u have a tv?:: | sorta. | | ::Sterio?:: | no | | ::Computer?:: | yeah | | ::Wut size is ur bed?:: | single | | ::How many jeans do u have?:: | i dunno a lot | | ::Shirts?:: | a lot | | ::Shoes?:: | like 6 or 7 | | ::Wut grade r u in?:: | 10th | | ::Do u like it?:: | not really | | ::R u looking forward to graduating?*i am*:: | yesss | | ::If u described urself in 3 words wut would they b?:: | unique, crazy, funnnn | | ::Are u glad this is over?:: | sure/ | | ::How long did it take u to finish this?:: | like 10 or so minutes | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
You are a klutz. You don't have a really good
balance.^_^; You have a really bright attitude
and like to party. You see past the all the
looks on people because since your not perfect
you don't see why you should judge others that
way.
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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[24 Mar 2005|08:47pm] |
spencer is the BEESSSTTT boyfriend.
Name: Maria
Significant other's name: Spencer
How long have you been together: like 7 weeks
Your age: 16
Their age: 12
Your status as a couple: we are grrrrrrreat
How did you two meet?: uh.........like a long time ago
What is the cutest thing he/she has done for you?: umm. staying up to talk to me every night
What is your favorite memory together?: everytime i hang out with him.
What is your song?: haha i dunno
What thing about your s/o drives you insane?: ummmmm. we get in little fights a lot.
If you could change one thing, what would it be?: uhh. be able to see him more
What was your first date like?: uhhhhh. we've never really gone on a "date"
Describe your first kiss: uhhhhhhhh. i dunno. haha. but he is a sexxyy kisser
What is your favorite physical feature of theirs?: ummmmmm his chin. haha and his sexy lips.
What is their favorite physical feature of yours?: im so great. prob everything.
What song reminds you of them?: i dunno. everything reminds me about him/
What food reminds you of them?: banaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnas cuz they are my fav.
How does your family feel about this person?: they love him. i think
Do they fit your "type"?: yeahhhhhh.
anyways. i love spencccccccer.
and my livejournal is friends only now. except a few things. sooo yeahhhhhhh. ummmmmm. HAVE A GREAAATTTTTT day.
this is FUNNYY>
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[20 Mar 2005|08:08pm] |
my FAVORITESTTTTTTTT person in the whole wide world 's birthday is today!! FRANKIIIIIIIIIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! he's 16. yeaaaaaaaah. and i FINALLY got to hang out with himm!! i misseddddd him
anyways. this weekend was crazy. maybe a little too crazy. i think im going to be grounded b/c of today and last night. lots of hanging out with ben and nikki. and my boo spencer. and yesterday i saw will...and i hadnt hung out with him in forrrrrevvvvverr. saw some gay ass movie. oh wellllllll.
ummmm mc and tom came over today too.
uhhhhhhh. i cant wait for this week to be over. i want to hang out with my lover all springggggg breakkkkkk. and go CAMPING!!!!! mwhahah. alrighty, well i gtg byeeeeeee
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[18 Mar 2005|07:16am] |
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blahh. im taking up room on ur friends page.
* Looong Survey * Oh, it's the hotness | Created by canusavemex0 and taken 861 times on bzoink! | | General Info - Yeah, the boring stuff | | Your Name? | Maria | | Any nicknames? | not really | | Where do you live? | Lynchburg | | Where are you originally from? | Manassas | | Do you even like where you live? (i dont) | Sorta i guess | | Age (dont lie!)? | 16 | | Birthday? | 12/25 | | What age do you think you act? | uhh like 14 | | Grade/Year in college? | 10th | | School? | EC Glass | | Who lives with you? | my mommy, bro, and ......larry | | Any pets? | yes | | What kind? | cats, dog, hamster | | Eye color? | Brown | | Hair color? | reddish brown at the moment | | Height? | 5"2 | | Weight? (you dont have to answer lol) | like 105ish | | Tatoos/Piercings? | yes | | Where are they located? | ears | | Any bad habits? | uh...biting nails, i get mad easy...i dunno | | What kind of clothes do you wear? | ummm whatever is comfy | | Where from? | pacsun, gadzooks, anywhere really | | Are you loud or quiet? | loud most of the time | | Do you have a journal? | yes | | What is your username for that sexy thing? | sassy_butclassy | | 5 words that describe you? | unique, crazy, funny, weird, original | | Quote that could describe your life? | i dunno? | | If your life was a movie, what song would be the theme song for it? | LaLa cuz its myy favvvvorite | | Do you do drugs? | no. drugs are bad. | | Drink? | no. drinking is bad. :) | | Smoke? | UMMMMMMMM HELLOOOOOOO??? bad kidssssssss | | Or are you just a good ol' straightedge? | oh yes. HAHAHAHAHA | | Are you religious? | not at all | | Can you drive? | noppppppppe | | Can you drive but have your license revoked? | no | | Any speeding tickets? | no | | Play any sports? | no | | Play any instruments? | no | | If so, what sports/instruments? | __ | | In any other sweet activities? | ummmmm i stare at walls? | | Have any grade school crushes on any actors/actresses? | ASHLEE SIMPSON!!! | | Do you find yourself attractive? | sometimes | | If you could change one thing about your appearance, what would it be? | uh..........taller maybe? i dunno. i lovvee me | | Do you like yourself? | YES!!! cuz im the SHITTTT | | Are you a good person? (i thought so.) | i ahve my moments | | HAVE YOU... | | ever smoked/done drugs/gotten smashed? | yessss | | gone skinny dipping? | no | | ran around someones front lawn naked? | no | | ever asked someone out of the opposite sex? | yes | | maybe even the same sex? | as a joke | | ever even had sex before? | nope | | had suicidal thoughts? | yes | | gone to a shrink? | a couselor does that count? | | wanted one of your friends to die? | YES | | wanted to kiss one of your amazingly hot friends? | yesssssss mwhaha and i did | | skipped school? | yeah | | failed any classes? | no | | cried during a cheesy disney movie? | yea | | thought you were going to marry someone famous? | no | | kissed anyone? | um duh | | did anything "sexual" with anyone? | hellz yeahh ahha | | kept a secret? | yes | | told a secret you were supposed to keep? | yeahhhhhhhh | | FRIENDS ... oh yes, those loyal people | | Who are your best friends? | Nikki, Mc, Ben, Spencer, Cameron | | Who are your other friends? | uhhhhhhhhhh keith, frankie, will, stephen, i dunno people. haha | | Are you friends with anyone because you pity them? | no | | Do you want to date any of your friends? | i already do | | Have you dated any of your friends? | yeah | | Funniest? | nikki, ben | | Quietest? | ben, keith | | Lowest Self Esteem? | ben? | | Hottest/Prettiest? | meeeeeeeeeeeeee and spencer haah | | Loudest? | nikki | | Most likely to succeed? | ben | | Most likely to be famous? | camerrrrrrrrron | | Most likely to become a stripper? | CAMERON. haha just kidding | | Weirdest? | me | | Punkiest? | none? | | Most drugged up? | stephen ahah | | Friend you've known the longest? | cameron | | Snobbiest? | none of them | | Dorkiest? | ben | | Coolest? | mcccc and nikki | | All around best? | nikki and mcccccc | | Do you hang out with certain kind of people? | not really | | If so, what kind? | anyone that is cool | | Do you try to have a wide variety of friends? | yes | | You know, they say variety is the spice of life.... | alright. thats nice...i guess | | ALL THAT *mushy-gushy* JUNK .... | | Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? | yesssssssss | | Or are you dating? | no we go out | | Or are you just plan down right single? | gosh no | | If so, do you like being single? | i wouldnt no | | Ok, say your taken, why do you like who you like? | b/c hes the BESTTTTTEST guy in the whole world | | What qualities do you look for in a guy/girl? | funny, trusting, outgoing, easy to talk to, sexxxyy | | Favorite features? | hair, eyes, shoessss | | Blue or brown eyes? | blue | | Do you like members of the opposite sex? | yesss | | The same sex? | hellz yeahhh | | Favorite memory with a past/present boyfriend/girlfriend? | ahha making out. | | Biggest dating mistake? | frankie | | Biggest dating regret? | frankie | | How far have you gone? (oh yes..im asking you) | wouldnt u like too knowww | | Have you had your heart broken? | yes | | Have you broken hearts? | yes | | Have you cheated on someone? | yes | | Have you ever been cheated on? | no......? | | Do you believe in love at first sight? | yes | | Do you even believe in love at all? | yes | | Name some people you've dated... for the fun of it | uhh.....devon, keith, josh.. idunno | | Best ex? | josh | | Worst ex? | frankie | | Do you think love is in the cards for you? | yeah | | FAVORITE.... | | Color? | lime green and purple | | Band? | korn | | Saying? | i dunno | | Movie? | the notebook, a walk to remember | | Singer? | ashlee simpson | | Actor & Actress? | ashlee, mandy moore | | Movie? | uhhh i already answered this | | Place to go on vacay? | whereever......away from here | | Subject in school? (hahaha) | english | | Friend? | spencerrr:) | | Store to shop at? | pacsun | | Weather condition? | warm | | Thing to do on the weekend? | hang out with my lovers | | Drink? | grape juice | | Alcoholic Drink? | blahhhhh | | Thing the opposite sex does? | kiss my cheek | | Holiday? | xmas | | Country? | i duno, here? | | Turn-on? | kissing my cheek | | Fetish? | ashleeeeeeeee | | Book? | fuck books ahah | | Word to say? | i dunno | | A FEW THIS OR THAT'S.... | | Britney or Christina? | christina | | Burger King or Mickey D's? | mcdonalds | | Timmy Ho's or Krispy Cream? | krispy cream | | Hilary Duff or Ashlee Simpson? | ASHLEEEEE | | Adidas or Nike? | nike i guess | | Chocolate or Vanilla? | vanilla | | Coffee or Tea? | NEITHER> blahhh | | Work or School? (or neither!) | neither. most deff. | | Rap or rock? | rock | | Punk or prep? | punk | | Abercrombie or Hot Topics? | ew. | | Single or Taken? | TAKENN | | Burger or Hot Dog? | hot dogggggg | | Adam Sandler or Ben Stiler? | adam sandler | | Summer or winter? | summer | | Short or tall? | short | | LAST TIME YOU ... | | Got really drunk & threw up everywhere? | ive never thrown up..i dont think | | Went to a party? | awhile ago | | Saw your friends? | yesterday | | Kissed somebody? | tuesday | | Slept with somebody? | literally? never. i slept with nikki and mc last thursday tho. | | Gotten a hug? | uh..a few days ago | | Told someone you loved them? | last night | | Heard someone tell you they loved you? | last night | | Listened to music? | right now | | Watched a movie? | yesterday | | Went to the mall? | last weekend | | Ate something? | this morning | | Drank something? | this morning | | AND RIGHT NOW ... | im listening to ashlee simpson......... | | What are you drinking? | nothing | | Eating? | nothing | | Wearing? | uh...a pink shirt, and jeans | | Thinking about? | my love | | Music you're listening to? | ashlee | | Talking to online? | no onw | | Talking to in person? | no one | | Hoping? | that i get to see spencer tonight | | Dreaming? | about my baby | | Wishing? | i could be with him | | Doing later in the day? | hanging out with my hoes nikki and mc | | What are you feeling like? | NOT GOING TO SCHOOOOOL! | | This survey wasn't so long... hooray you've finished! haha :) | hoorayyyyyy. now i have to get ready for school. | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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[17 Mar 2005|12:33pm] |
hmmmm. i stole this fromm nikki gangsta.
I was totaly bored (mostly for girls) | Created by Hello-Kitty-girl and taken 1737 times on bzoink! | | :) ALL ABOUT YOU :) | | Name | Mariaaa* | | Age | 16 | | Grade | 10th | | Eye color | Brown | | Usually act BLONDE or BRUNETTE. | i have my blonde moments haha | | Where you live | lynchburg | | Nickname for town if there is any | i dunno? | | :) Peoples, friends :) | | Do you have a crush? | yessssss. its more than a crush | | Name of crush if you have one | *spennnnncer* my booo | | Your best friends | nikki, mc, bennnnnn, spencer, cam | | Funniest | bennnnnn | | Cutest | MEEEEE. haha just kidding | | Most Awesome | hmmmmmmmmm mc or nikki | | Most Hyper | uhhh all of them? | | Shyest | ben | | Calmest | uhh ben? | | Most Boy crazy/ in LOVE | mary carter | | COOLEST | ALLLL OF MY LOVVVEEEEEEESSSS! | | :) You Pick :) | | Reasturant: Italian/Chinese | italian | | Boy: blond hair blue eyes/ brown hair green eyes | brown hair green eyes | | Linkin Park/ Josh Groban | linkin park | | Instrument: Piano/Guitar/Flute/drums | drums or guitar | | Hair: up in a ponytail/ down | down | | :) Your Favorites :) | | Color | purple and lime green | | Band | korn | | Singer | ashlee simpson | | Subject | english | | Website | livejournal | | Class | chemistry | | Eye Color | greeen | | Part of Day | night | | Season | spring | | Book | i dunno | | Movie | the notebook, a walk to remember | | Place to Hang out | where ever my lover is | | Birthday Party you had | 8th grade | | :( THE WORST :( | i dunno haha | | Book | i dunnnnnno | | Movie | i already answered this fuckkkkkker | | Dare | haha i dunno | | Regret you have | going out with FRANKIE. srrryyyyyyy | | :) NOW :) | | Date | mar17 | | Time | 12:30ish | | BFF | niiiikkkkkkkkki, mc, spennnnncerrrrrrrrr, ben | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
uhhhhh. i didnt go to school today. i didnt feel gooooooood. plus, im tired...cuz i stayed up to talk to my boooooooo.
uhhhhhhhhhhh. i need to talk to mary carter..cuz i cant go this weekend..........b/c my mom wont let me since i missed school and since im sick. but im pretty sure she's still gunna let me do stuff tomorrow night. I HOPE. cuz i think i might get to see spencer. who knows.
god im bored. missing school succcccccccccccccks.
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[16 Mar 2005|08:38pm] |
my boyyyyyyfriend rockssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
i lovvvvve spencer.
and ashlee simpsonnnn. yall better watch her tonight at 10:30 and lovve my new background and icon
stolen for shelllllbi.
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